Separated An Extremely Lonely
I have been married for 14 years and have 2 kids. Me and my husband decided it was no longer working, we had basically turned into friends with benefits. We got together when he was 19 and I was pregnant shortly after and decided to get married. Happened very fast. We are still friends, probably more so then while we were together. We have been separated for about 5 months now and he has not lived here. See him everyday still cause we work together. I dont want him back as my husband, but cant figure out why I cant stop getting mad at him when he doesnt call me as fast as I would like him too, I get mad at him if he doesnt pay full attention to me, why do I do this when I dont want him back???? I need help with this or I will never get on with my own life, I barely even go out, dont care to date, most of the time I am just pissed off!!!!