Just Seperated From My Husbandt
I asked my husband of 6 years to leave. It has been 3 days and the roller coaster of emotions I am going through is enough to drive me into an insane asylum!! one minute I fell great and confident and the next minute I am miserable and scared. I also have 2 young children.
My husband and I went in seperate directions years ago. I sold my business to stay at home with my kids and he went into corporate life. He began working CRAZY hours and was rarely home. We started not getting along at all and we both began going down different paths. We had nothing in common and constantly criticized the other person. There was no love there just demeaning and negative bulls***. The house began having a heaviness to it. There was no laughter, no fun. Just misery. We began simply avoiding eachother. We tried therapy but both just didn't put any effort into it. Recently, I was asked to help colloborate in a project. I agreed and my husband was VERY against it. I did it behind his back and began spending alot of time with this man. The more time we spend together the more we were hitting it off. So much in common. I know being with this man is wrong but it felt so great to feel again that i continued. I think that situation made me finally ask my husband to leave.
I am so confused I don't know where to begin to sort through this mess. I have two kids to think about as well as my own happiness. I would appreciate any advice or help...