Why Repressing Sexual Thoughts Has Failed

I was doing so well when we got back from our short trip to jamaica at christmas time at repressing any more sexual urges.

he has been gone since october, and wont be back untl may. So i figured, maybe if i just don't think about it, it wont suck as much.

 

But everytime we talk, he eventually starts talking about a position we tried once, or something new he wants to try. And he is just so sexy! I am failing hard at my attempt to repress sexual thoughts.

3 more months of abstinence.

I know I don't want to sleep with anyone else, but... seriously...this is hard.

 

This is just a crazy ramble. sorry.

I am lucky we made sexy videos while we were on vacation together. It is easy to forget the little things like how he kisses me when we are together....

I am so happy I am not the only other person suffering this way!!

Cheers to our sexy army men!

 

bacampbe bacampbe
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 16, 2010

omg girl home videos are such a goo idea, yeah amen for our sexy army men.

OMG that is a great idea. I know it sounds weird. But homemade videos. Then I can remember what it is like when he is gone. Other than it playing over and over again in my head.