Feeling Unwanted...

I'm 23 and my partner is 39. We now live together. We have sleeping together for 4 years now, first just as special friends now we are monogamous. Have been for a while although neither of us slept with others when we weren't. My problem is that I have a high sex drive and he does not. We never had a lot of sex but now it's only once or twice a month, for about 10-15 mins long average. He says he wants to want to have sex and its not me, but I just feel ****. If I try it on it is a turn off, it has to be him starting it. I feel so rejected all of the time and can't get it off my mind. I know he doesn't want to hurt me but I feel lonely, unwanted. It makes me miserable I just want to not want to have sex anymore. I would never cheat but I am just getting fed up of feeling so ****. Sex is what keeps a relationship intimate, just hate feeling so unwanted.
Sad141989 Sad141989
22-25, F
Jan 6, 2013