It's My Goal

I just set "I Am Shy" as a goal because I wish more than anything that I could be shy. I'm so far beyong shy that it's absurd. I would love to be shy. Even as a very little child, I was far beyond shy. I have social anxiety, agoraphobia, & an avoidant personality. I can barely leave the house, I can't talk to people, I've never had a job, even though I'm 28 years old, I've never been in a relationship, I have no friends, & all because I'm so scared of being around people. My goal is to someday be "shy" so that I can finally have a life & achieve the things I want in life. Being shy, to me, would be the best thing in the world. I could never hope for more.

lyricalongings lyricalongings
31-35, F
Feb 28, 2010