So Sick Of Being Single!!
I feel like the universe must be trying to teach me a lesson or allow me to reach some sort of goal or something. I mean there has to be a reason why I am still single. I am a nice person. I am very attractive (not vain, just trying to paint an accurate picture). I workout and have an average-nice body. I am not superficial and wouldn't mind if my man had a few extra pounds so long as he were healthy. I have three degrees and numerous licenses and certifications. I have my own business. I am not materialistic and I don't have a crazy list that a man has to meet in order to be with me. I am really just an educated country girl who people just don't get.
Even though I have had some negative experiences (as recently as today), everyday I wake up thankful and blessed and try to live each day better and brighter. It is sometimes draining being me. I give so much in my professional life, but get so little in my personal life. Even though on the outside I am successful, on the inside I feel like a failure. I have failed to do something that even the simplest person could do; maintain a relationship. What the hell is wrong with me?
newdayeveryday 36-40, F 12 Responses 4 Jun 24, 2010