But It'll Have To Stay That Way

I absolutely loathe being single. It feels like I'm missing one of the important halves to what would make my life matter. I'm desperate enough that I know that if I ever go out--whether it's for food, a movie, or hanging out with friends at some place like a fair or something--I know in the back of my mind I'm hoping "Maybe I'll meet her there."

But then I remember I shouldn't be dating anyone right now and I lose all interest in leaving the house. I'm 23, still in college, no job, and live at home. I have absolutely nothing to offer anyone I'd want to date and can't, in good conscience, ask anyone out in my current state.  So I'll just have to put up with it until I finally manage to be useful to society at some point in my life.
AllTheoryNoPractice AllTheoryNoPractice
22-25, M
1 Response Sep 12, 2012

Oh darling. You have so very much to offer, and you can't see the forest for the trees. <3