Not Good Enough To Be Made Official

It is like I am just not good enough to be made official.
Always so close yet so far.
I have been the girl that gets treated like a girlfriend, but nothing ever happens.
I have been the girl that is ok to like but never ask out
I have been the girl that is liked but he wont do anything because they are too afraid of what their shallow friends may say.
I have been the girl checked out, danced on, touched up but never pursued
I have been the girl thats slept with but they never want anything from it.
I have been the girl he's fallen asleep on the phone to but not appreciated
I have been the girl that always care too much but not cared for
I have been the girl he charms when alone but is dismissed when with others
I have been the girl he told he loved but never meant it.
I have never been "His girl..."

CalypsoChisisi CalypsoChisisi
18-21, F
Dec 2, 2012