I Want To Feel Like I'm Worth Something To Someone.

Not to sound vain but I know I'm a fairly attractive girl. I've had a lot of sex with several different partners. Men do find me hot, beautiful, what have you..

Maybe that's my problem. I don't know.

I think I'm at the point where I'm done sleeping around?

But I feel as though I'm not worth a relationship. I'm not "girlfriend material." All my friends are moving ahead in life meaning have or had their first real boyfriends/relationships.

What's wrong with me? Am I such a horrible, uninteresting, unloveable person?

I'm so tired of this. Everything just compounds my depression, my dissatisfaction with life.

I'm meant to die alone, never having loved or been in love.
ghostorchids ghostorchids
22-25, F
1 Response Jan 8, 2013

Cheer up, man. You'll find that special someone someday. :)