What Is Wrong With Me?

I ask myself at least once a week. What is wrong with me?  I have never been in a real relationship. I have been single my whole life. Every time I do get something going I shy away from it.  I sabotage any and every time I get close to somebody.

It only gets worse the older I get. It seems that the longer I go without a real relationship, the more inadequate and the more inexperienced I become. I am sick of all my non single friends talking about their significant others or ex's and going in and out of relationships and complaining when I sit idlly by hoping for an ounce of what they experience. 

I just wish I could get out of this lifelong rut. Seems like I am meant to be single forever, because when I actually do try something always goes wrong.
Anuzen Anuzen
18-21, M
3 Responses Jul 4, 2007

I feel the same way bud. I fel like I'm meant to be single for life, because I've been rejected every single time I've asked someone. At this point I've just given up because I'm a hopeless human being, but don't give up man!

I feel the same way bud. I fel like I'm meant to be single for life, because I've been rejected every single time I've asked someone. At this point I've just given up because I'm a hopeless human being, but don't give up man!

Relax. It's not that big a deal that haven't had m/any relationships. You are young. Just go out and enjoy life, and the right person will come along at the right time. However, when she shows up: just be yourself.