I've been single for 21 years since the year of my birth. I want someone to hold, someone to hold me and someone to talk to. But I am neither open enough or normal. I have both a twisted sense of humor and an odd behaviour to match. I tend to close off at anyone that comes close and I fear that they won't have any patience for me. I imagine scenarios where I am both too open or not enough. What I do takes a lot of my time and I think I'll probably be too demanding. Lovesick and hopeless.
natetiox natetiox
22-25, F
2 Responses Sep 1, 2014

No, you haven't. (1) Single means NOT MARRIED. (2) Even if it didn't mean that, you aren't ABLE to date as a child, so those years don't count.

Adoption will always be able to fill all of the hole of not some of it in your heart.