Since graduating High School, I have faced the reality of how men really are. Every single guy that comes along and I think that they are good enough for me to spend the rest of my life with turns out to be worse than the last. And when there is a perfect one that comes along I guess Im not good enough for them. I am from Iraq and I'm Muslim; my culture says that I cant date and my parents want the guy that I marry to be what they approve of. Lately I feel like there expections are of my future husband seem very impossible. They want the guy to be Muslim, have a good degree, and have enough money to take care of me and them. First off men that are around my age are still getting there degree; so they dont have good jobs yet and enough money to support and entire family, and growing up here in America has been very tough because I want to fit into the american culture but at the same time dont want to lose my roots. do i follow what my parents want or should I run away and start my own life? its all so scary
fullofculture fullofculture
26-30, F
Aug 19, 2014