I'll Pretend To Be...





I'll pretend to be ignorant too,
I'll pretend to be asleep like you...

I will censor myself and be a fake like you,
I will tell lies about who I am to please you....

I ******* hate you world,
I ******* hate you all....

I can't be myself,
because that is considered abnormal?

seriously mother who the **** do you think you are?
you are friends with a former girlfriend of mine....

yeah we had romantic feelings for each other,
and now you two are friends?

wtf I do not like to flirt with strings attached,
I said she was a burden because you welcomed her into our house...making her your friend...

she was my girlfriend...
and now she is yours...

and you have the audacity to ask "are you jealous?"
no I am not jealous I just think it is ****** up, couldn't you have picked yourself another friend?

another broken lost case that woman,
but you are both lost cases seeking some security the world denied you in each other's presence...

I do not want her in my ******* life...
she is part of my past that continuously reminds me of what type of person I was back then going wild... a person I really do not want to be any more....

Yet you are such a miserable piece of human meat,
so desperate you will take anyone as your friend even my OLD FRIENDS...

A dyke who when her husband died continued to **** and screw other men,
with her MARRIAGE BAND on her hand... and not even changing her name back to her maiden name yet still calls herself the wife of the deceased poor stupid imbecile who ever took her as his wife...

she had many before him... yeah she ****** the whole world... she is a damned *****...but denies she is...
having girl friends and boyfriends in each town she runs through...

she gets mad when you call her a ******* *****,
because she doesn't want to believe she is a sordid little tart....

wow... can't face up to herself,
but tells me I should wash my face...

hey mother is this the type of friend you want?
an unclean woman who would use you just like she uses countless others???

and please don't pretend you don't have the hots for the old man,
that can't get enough of me.....
yes I have seen how you looked at him and flirted with him too...

but we are not allowed to love each other in a beautiful innocent way hugging each other
like father to a daughter being the daddy I never had because you took a stupid man that was never a dad to me to begin with,
while you can go on and carouse with a lesbo dyke in a gambling house?
really wtf!!!!
indigowitch indigowitch
22-25, F
1 Response Sep 6, 2012

wow a lot of anger

yeah I think my mother is pretty F----ED up... maybe she wants to be me so much even taking my friends as her own... but STILL she HATES me and screams at me... I AM NOT ALLOWED TO BE MYSELF... but she wants to be like me? wow... she must be hating what she is becoming taking my ex girlfriends and flirting with my boyfriends ROFL

my mother was way ****** up too... so i can relate... she past on in 2008.there was no love lost

yea the crap my mom did most would not belive ... i just had a talk with my dad and he seems like he has put it all to the past.......... but for me it stll cuts deep

are you the only daughter?

there is no love lost lol... no I have a little sister, we are three children... yep my dad also blew both his chances with me and my brother, he only has one chance left to do or make something right with a kid God Sent him... my brother and I don't really have any sort of relationship with him... he always tells us he hates us, but now he says we are fu...ck..ed up and don't want to do anything with him, trying to place the blame on us so that he can look innocent ... he should really be asking WHY DOES MY CHILDREN HATE ME, not just point fingers saying the parent child relationship does not work because his children are messed up and don't want to know him because they are "insane"... wonder who is really insane ROFL

yes both my parents are ****** up......... the dont ask dont tell is alive and well with my parents... they act like nothing ever happend ...i saw my dad a few weeks ago for the first time in 17 years.... he didnt know who i was... and acted distant ... some one told him to give me a hug... i felt no real love coming from him...

lol "he didn't know who I was" he he he... maybe he didn't want to because that would have made him face what he did to you... he didn't want to face being an utter arsehole....so better deny you ever existed.

yep id lay money down on that one!

like my dad who always threatened (still threatens) to kill us... if we are dead, then there would be no evidence of him ever being such a BASTARD... can't face who he really is, so eliminate any possible evidence making it look like an accident or something... I once talked him out of a suicide too... mmm.... maybe he just wants to die, being such a miserable piece of sh...i...t in anyway.

ur good at knowing where people are coming from... ur hired! lol

hired for what? Emotional cleaning business... I think I am some sort of healer BTW... LOL but I don't ask money it is against spiritual protocol!

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