I'M Tired Of Missing The Past

I'm getting fed up with myself. I feel I have no good reason to hate my life yet I still do. I've never lost anyone close to me, I've never gone through personal tragedies, yet I'm still unhappy and that makes me feel like a horrible person. Everything just seems pointless. I don't know what to do with my life. I'm distancing myself from all my friends because theyre all becoming real people and I'm sitting in my room wishing I was in high school again. I just have no inner drive. I don't like the person that I am but I also don't have the motivation to do anything about it. I think I miss being young because I still had hope when I was young. I was still sheltered. Now I miss it terribly because I feel like it is all downhill from here, that there is nothing to look forward to.
maybesomeday76 maybesomeday76
26-30, F
1 Response Jun 12, 2013

I feel the same way sometimes! There's times where every little thing ****** me off and I'm just mad and tired. It's awful, but what I do is go for a run or go to the gym! It makes me feel so much better :) running clears my mind

I can't even make myself do that. I love taking long walks yet when I'm free and have time to go on one I sit and watch TV or read instead. Pathetic, I know