I'M Tired Of Missing The Past

I'm getting fed up with myself. I feel I have no good reason to hate my life yet I still do. I've never lost anyone close to me, I've never gone through personal tragedies, yet I'm still unhappy and that makes me feel like a horrible person. Everything just seems pointless. I don't know what to do with my life. I'm distancing myself from all my friends because theyre all becoming real people and I'm sitting in my room wishing I was in high school again. I just have no inner drive. I don't like the person that I am but I also don't have the motivation to do anything about it. I think I miss being young because I still had hope when I was young. I was still sheltered. Now I miss it terribly because I feel like it is all downhill from here, that there is nothing to look forward to.
maybesomeday76 maybesomeday76 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2013

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I feel the same but not high school for me I think I miss middle school. I continue to ask God for help but clearly he would rather me live in hell everyday of my life. It seems easier to just give up on life, then all of this bs would be instantly over.

I feel the same way sometimes! There's times where every little thing ****** me off and I'm just mad and tired. It's awful, but what I do is go for a run or go to the gym! It makes me feel so much better :) running clears my mind

I can't even make myself do that. I love taking long walks yet when I'm free and have time to go on one I sit and watch TV or read instead. Pathetic, I know