I suggested to my dearly departed that we (abort our 3ed)- she insisted we go head with the birth. "both of them died on the delivery table due to her (heart embolisim) which awoken me to the fact that any child who is born shall eventually "one day grow up to one day die" as will also the mother. My point is; "giving birth" can kill...and God cannot stop it, nor will God bother to cure it... "so, why allow birth at all...? "Gods Will...?" I dont buy it anymore!"