I am tired of pretending that I don't get hurt at all. I am tired of pretending that I am tough and I don't care whatever happens although in reality I do care! I am affected if someone I love or care for doesn't treat me the same way. I am tired of pretending that my first love(one sided) does not affect me at all and I have moved on from him. It pains me so much just to look at him and thats why I don't even glance at him.He was my biggest mistake and it can't be corrected but how I wish he hadn't existed at all.
Bella2911 Bella2911
22-25, F
Aug 22, 2014