People Who Play Mind Games Are Sick.I recently got out of a relationship that was like this. For 6 months I put up with a guy who would tell me he loves me soooo much, wanted me to have his baby, that I was part of his family, he wanted me to move in with him, etc. Then after him visiting me in Florida or I going to South Carolina he would then break up with me. Then call me back several days later telling me he made a mistake and I was the best thing that happened to him, etc. However, while he was breaking up with me he would tell me he never loved me, loved me as a friend, etc. His excuse was that he was confused. To me he was playing with my emotions. It has hurt me very badly. And to think the other day we spoke and he said that I was his best friend and he loved me as a friend. And if he lost me he would be crushed. Ok? What do I believe now? How can I trust this person? Friends don't treat friends like that. I was nothing but good to him and this is how I get treated. You know what is sick too? He knows I suffer from depression and he does these things. It's been about 4 days since we broke up and I am miserable, crying all the time, my self esteem is gone, and wonder why me? I am part to blame because I let it go on this long. And you know...I still love him. I hope the pain goes away.
HazelEyedGurl 31-35, F 4 Responses 1 Sep 11, 2010