My Story....

I recently got out a relationship, where i really was not Loved, cherished, I was used for sex, or at least that is how I felt when I got out. I was not very happy for the past few months, and sometimes things just don't work out with the people whom you think you would.

I am so scared to fall in Love again, so scared to get hurt as bad as I did, or find somene who doesn't really Love me, or understand me, and can't look past my past, and my faults, and my mistakes, and all that.

I want to find someone who will Love me for me, Who will adore me, and think I'm the greatest thing in the world, someone who thinks that I can do anything, and never puts me down about ANYTHING. Just have someone who will Love and understand me, and basically accept me for me.

I turned 21 in May. I am at the point where I should be having the time of my life, but am I? No, I am working crazy ******* hours all the time, I am suffering from some serious depression, and I am just trying not to get close to someone, who probably will never see me as anything more than just a friend...

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1 Response Jul 24, 2010

HOpefully being on EP might ease the pain.