Where Did I Go Wrong...

i've been single for over a year now after a bad break up with a girl i was with for a long, long time. but i'm ready to move on. i'm tired of being lonely, im tired of feeling like there is no one out there for me, or feels the same way i do. i've been around the block a few times by now and i have a good idea of what i'm looking for in a girl. and im sorry if it's a little shrewd but i do have my preferences, but i'm willing to work with whatever comes my way honestly. i just want someone to spend time with, and share my stories and deepest fears with, i want to be vunerable with someone again, but i'm afraid of getting hurt once more. i want someone to share the good and bad times with, that isn't afraid to go through the bad to experience the good times. i wont say im good looking because of my insecurities but i'm not all that bad because i used to get some pretty girls that where athletic and smart as i was. but i have been called cute a lot lately and i get plenty of compliments on my *** so i must be doing something right sense i work out as well. but i do treat girls with respect and give them a love that they do deserve, and be there for them when they need me. but somehow i'm the one that always gets hurt in the end. but i miss having a companion in my life, someone to make this darken part of the road, lighten up by the spark in eyes, and the love that they give to me, as i would give to them.
Forest99 Forest99
18-21, M
Dec 13, 2012