Screw DatingWhat happened to the days I was single and could care less? What happened to the days when I was single, didn't care, and men flocked to me ANYWAY?!
I don't know. All I know now is that now that I'm single, I feel only half as good without a boyfriend.
Since my break up, which was a few weeks ago, I still feel hurt and jealous over him. My heart hasnt realized we've broken up. Still, I feel I've cheated myself: He was the first person I ever considered marrying. But, it just wasn't meant to be. I want to move on quickly. But I dont want to rebound anyone. I want to improve myself, but I'm still at that place where I still dont care enough about myself to really change. When I get out of the hell hole of loneliness, then I'll kick my own a$$ into shape. But for now, I'm just not ready.