Especially Now.......

When I finally see what I should have seen from the beginning. That I am so worth IT! I should be able to be treated with respect, love, kindness, & affection. I shouldn't feel worse about myself because he's in my life. I should feel cherished & like I have value. I've never had that. I want it now, because I am feeling it for myself & Damn It I deserve to be treated like a lady...................... By a man who not only knows how to be a man, but is deserving of a woman like me.

This is what I want.............. Now I just gotta wait & see if I can find a way to get it. Mahahahaha!