I Don't Hate Being Single

I don't hate being single. I actually like it, because I love my independence. I can do whatever I want when I want, I don't have to call anyone if I don't feel like it, I don't have to do most things that people in relationships usually do. But the problem is, is that I don't know if I'm relationship material because of this. I like to spend a lot of my time by myself, of course I hang out with friends but most times I just chill out in my house alone; I don't think my future boyfriend would like that at all. I mean of course I get really bored sometimes and have the urge to go out and experience something different, but at the end of the day I must have some time to retreat and be alone, I'm an introvert that's how my mind works. I'm just afraid that my future boyfriend won't understand that about me; sometimes my habits offend people but I can't change that about myself. I just can't.

Most of me really wants to be in a relationship, but at the same time I really like being by myself. I'm 19 for pete's sake I think I'm ready to be in a relationship by now?
Firebird3429 Firebird3429
18-21, F
May 8, 2012