No Boyfriend Since Birth
I have no Boyfriend since i was born. But I have crushes on boys too. I know how it feels to be single. It's lonely during Valentines Day, I'm envious with other couples holding hands together, talking intimately, cuddling..But you know why I'm still single until now that I'm 21? Because I was really serious with my studies and I think having boyfriend could destruct me in my studies. I also have no time for befriending guys and socialize in parties. Furthermore, I was afraid of unprepared pregnancies, I'm afraid of being hurt in a relationship, I was afraid that my boyfriend would cheat on me and I end up self pity. I could describe myself as a pretty, smart and understanding girl. But I think no one really likes me. Whenever I have a crush on someone and if he knows it, I think, he's keeping himself distant to me. All of the boys I like doesn't like me. Moreover, I have a cleft palate. It's not really that severe because I can still speak clearly although there's a little hypernasality on my voice. I'm afraid I would be ending up an old maid.