And It´s Not All Bad

I became recently single. I was in a relation for a bit more than 1year, but it ended, and I've had relationships ending that was a lot harder to deal with it, but I finally realized that, I don't need someone to be happy! He was supposed to complete my happiness, and it didn't happened. I don't believe that love last for ever, but I believe in love. I believe that as you change as the time passes, so does the relation and sometimes the two people just change too much and the love eventually wears out. I like to believe that this experience only makes me more mature, and perhaps I'm only single now so that something even better can come into my live! I want to travel, put a backpack and just travel half world, maybe write a book about it after. And, well, he didn't think like me, perhaps because of the different backgrounds we had while growing up, but I felt like I was being held back on my dreams because he didn't understood them, or just because I have to work to have money to go to college and he never had to work a day in his live, despite the age. I don't know if it's because I'm single for a short time still, but I have this sensation of freedom , of I can be or do what ever I want to do or be... I want to be with someone, that just by smiling he makes me feel in heaven, that I came home and miss him, and feel like I can't wait to see him again, I want to feel passion with love! And I know it's out there... everything comes in it's right time!
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18-21, F
1 Response Jan 11, 2013

I dont know if its appropriate for me to say this, but better sooner than later! You are still young and have so much more to offer to the world. Like you said above, now you have the freedom to look around and challenge yourself more. I find the putting a backpack on your back and travel around the world is a great idea and you should stick to that idea if you strongly feel for it. You will get to explore a lot more and hey, you might find your love along the way. Keep your strong dedication and im sure what you want to find will be waiting for you down the road :)