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He May Have Ended It But I'M Makin Him Stay Gone

By: Squeekarose
Written on January 26th, 2013
So here is a little insight to what I mean by I'm making him stay gone... I was giving me ex money because I know he's outa work and even if its him I don't want to see anyone struggle if I can help them out a little bit..well with that being said I no longer gave him the money and for some reason I asked if he was sleeping with someone else and naturally he didn't answer so that meant he was but I'm paying for all your stuff? I asked myself this even though I knew the answer already. Heck he was havin his cake and eating it too. So anyhow, it was crazy cause at that very moment I explained I needed time and I was deleting anyway possible to contact him and I wanted him to do the same... Well 4 days later he sends me a friendly txt and said he was just wondering what I was up to(translation...I'm broke and need cash ill just txt the ex) I told him I'm doin just fine as a matter of fact great and blocked him from ever bein able to txt me again or call at least from any of his numbers... I didn't want to talk to him ever not for a lack of trying on his behalf but now he can't even if he really really wants to lol lol I guess he should have thought his decision thru a little better before he told
By: Squeekarose
Age: 31-35 , Female
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4 responses
  • charles849
    charles849

    almost nothing hurts like being used , I read a lot of your stories and comments , why would anyone NOT want to be with you , SMH

    Mar 18
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  • SpeckledBilagaana
    SpeckledBilagaana

    You've done the right thing girl, although I'm sure it wasn't at all easy. It's clear you're a caring person, and he had no issues with taking advantage of your giving nature. You know in your heart that he will only cause you further pain if you let him slide back into your life.

    Now all you have to do is endure the pain of him being gone, and the pain will slowly fade away until it has virtually disappeared. Stay strong. Learn from your mistakes. Trust your instincts.

    Feb 24
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    • Squeekarose
      Squeekarose

      Ur so right and I swear even a week ago I wouldn't have believed that those feelings would ease up cause I literally felt like my heart was bein ripped thru my stomach. I wanted so bad for him to change his mind and let me back in but it was the strangest thing. I starte gettin txts from him and they wernt sexual or anything but I got to thinking, what if I get what I'm asking for? What if he wants to come bk? Truth- I couldn't take him bk cause I'd always see him as the guy that left and didn't care enuf to stay an had to sleep with other women lol. I'm so over the whole idea of him cause I put myself they hell for 6 months for a man that would lie, cheat, or steal his way to the top and I don't need someone like him. I guess if that means I gotta b single for a year or 2 or 10 yrs then I guess that's where I'm at with it. I'm gonna get into shape and look and feel my best and living well is the best revenge believe that :)

      Feb 28
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    • SpeckledBilagaana
      SpeckledBilagaana

      As time passes, you will look back at this experience and wonder how you could have ever been so naive as to be taken in by him.

      The trick is to learn from your bad experiences without turning into your parents in the process!

      Feb 28
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