I have been no contact with my ex for almost 2 weeks and its getting a little easier and I think of him from time to time when something reminds me of him. However, before I would just cry for no reason and the pain that wasn't exactly physical but took my breath away hasn't happened in a little bit thank goodness. But I still look out the window when I'm in a car ( I do a lot of traveling) and I'm staring outside and I start having these flashbacks of times when things were happy or nice and when he seemed just as happy as me. Were all those times faked?? Could he be that good at it, that good at just pretending to care as much as me? Ill know know all the answers and I think I hate that the most but then I think what if I knew the answers to all the questions? I'm certain I wouldn't like the answers either. I'm not happy unless I've got even myself so confused bout what it is I want lol! All I know is that it's a little bit better today then it was yesterday so I'm hoping tomorrow is a little bit better then today!!