Aloness

I don't knw frm Whre I have to start .I am 21 now.20+ is tht age where u lost ur teen age .ur not kid nd ur not mature enough.I was so insecure in m teenage .I didnot hav lost of friendz not even a bst buddy .there was pressure of studies nd career .at the age of 19 I met her .I am goodluking nd tall as well.may be just Becoz of tht she liked m.she proposed m and I accepted her proposal.finally I got someone who really bother for m.who luvd my kiddish things .she was elder then m almost 2 yrs.I was so negative Becoz of studies nd pressure .bt I thought she always be there for m .bt she ditched m.nd realized m tht 1st u hav to luv ur self.its now two yrs.bt now I changed a lot I m to flirty now .there r so many grls who approach m .its to easy to m to interact with someone.bt by inside I m to alone ..I want a long nd a true relation now