Single and Searching... :p

I am 14 years old and 14 years without a boyfriend... as in no boyfriend since birth! i always feel lonely and left out especially when my best friends go on a date or talk about their boyfriends... i cant relate!

I just want to love somebody on the opposite sex and feel that they love you back. I want a guy who'll really make me feel special. A guy who cant live without me and i'll also feel the same way too.

So... I'm getting the feeling I'm ugly, boring, unattractive, corny, and more of the negative things you could think of. I feel like a trash. my friends always say the right guy will come at the right time. but then, i'm losing hope. I'm losing my confidence...