And I always will be. I will not love ever again.
ywilliam31 ywilliam31
18-21, M
5 Responses Aug 24, 2014

I know how you feel I just lost the man I though I'd ever love and now I am feeling so alone. I don't know what to do next. I keep finding myself pondering how I can win his heart again.

Homie, you're not even 18 yet. There are 7 billion people on this planet, and the majority are women. Trust me, someone is out there for you. Get to... like, 30 and then come back and see if you can still say that.

I will. Because I don't want anyone else's love. I'm not even remotely attracted to any other girl on this planet. Nobody wants me anyway and that's fine with me.

I agree. He is so stubborn.

I have a right to be. Don't judge unless you've been in my shoes which you havent.

I have been in your shoes so I know what you're going through and how it exactly feels. My life was miserable 5 years ago because I have always been fooled, hurt, and left the ones I loved before. I won't give you that advice if I haven't been there.

Not like this. Never like this.

I don't know what to say anymore, young man. Just trust God.

Why should I. I'll never trust Him ever again.

I'll say this: each human has their own personality, 7 billion people out there, 7 billion personalities. One is bound to fit. I lost my kidneys at 19. My fiance left me in the hospital. I was single for nearly three years. I felt like no one wanted me. I was tied to a machine to live. I lost my good job. I had to move back home with my parents. I go married at 25. Someone is out their that fits you, but if you have your mind set to not be wanted, you can block that person out. No one knows the future, so just meet people, have fun until time is ready. Just don't worry about it right now. Your young. Have fun. Get laid. Be safe.

You're supposed to say that to this young man. :)

Sorry, doing all this on a phone. Lol

Oh, I see.

Whatever. .....I should never have posted this in the first place. I'm always criticized for everything.

Coz you never listen. Look, I'm trying to give you good advice but it seems you're so stubborn. If you don't want to listen and take that advice, it's up to you. Good luck!

he's not stubborn, He's just following his heart!

No, Im not critizing or judging you. Look yo, the average life span is between 70-80. My point is to not give up on the matter. You have a long time. Life barely begins at 18. My whole point is that hopefully, you'll never say never, except never giving up.

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God knows what's good for you.

No.....He doesnt. He's been playing my life like a game. Giving me hope then taking it away. I don't care about what He's doing. I dint want any part of His stupid plan.

Most people fail to see how God wants to use problems for good in their lives. Maybe God is trying to get your attention. Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways. Your problem with girls can be a blessing in disguise, it might prevent you from being harmed by something more serious. Believe me.

God is at work in our lives even when we don't recognize it or understand it. But it's much easier and profitable when we cooperate with Him!

God bless! :)

I will not cooperate with this monster. He's destroyed my life. I will never forgive God.

Don't react foolishly..

There's nothing to be learned here at all. Take take take. That's all He's ever done in my life. I just wish He'd take me.

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do not say that, tomorrow is a new day and a new day can mean a new chance of meeting someone new. don't give up just stand up and smile.

I don't want someone new. I will never accept anyone new.