Single and Learning

While I've been single for almost a year now from a relationship that wasn't the best one for me, I've learned about myself once again. Somewhere in the 3 years with him, I lost myself. What I really want from a relationship and what I don't want. The last relationship I should have never gotten into, maybe it was because I wanted to have someone so I could hang out more with my friends that had someone, so I wouldn't be left out or not to feel like the 3rd or 5th wheel.  I know I'm better off without him, I just wish that there was someone around. I'm learning how to make myself happy without anyone else. I suppose you need to know how to make yourself happy before you can be the best person you can be for someone else. I'm just afraid that maybe there won't be somewhere out there for me. I look around and see other couples and think (not to be rude or mean) well if they found someone, surly I could too. I suppose it's just not my time yet, and when it is, it'll happen.

Krysta Krysta
22-25, F
2 Responses Mar 9, 2009

One feels in control when you are single but if you are married and living a happy blissful life, i think nothing beats such an arrangement....

sometimes it is, in fact most of the time it is. But then there are the times where loneliness sets in.