It's not just being single. I'm completely alone. I have only ever kissed one girl, and i have never really had a proper girlfriend. Girls don't even want to talk to me. I don't know whether it's because they find me unattractive or because they think i'm wierd but most of the girls at my school will simply avoid speaking to me. It's crushing. I feel alone and dead to the joys of my life that i should be enjoying.