Sorry.. Just Venting... I'm Single, I Desire To Be In Love With The Right Person But Somehow... I Like The Wrong Person!!

I broke up with my now ex-boyfriend almost three years ago. I went through a lot of trouble with him mainly because he thought he was smarter than everyone else and everyone but him and his mom were idiots. He was also a very controlling person. I hads wanted to break up with him for a long time but I still loved him... it was a tough decision and with a lot of suffering I finally decided to end the relationship. Since then, I promised myself that I would be very careful next time. During these "almost three years" I met a couple of guys who seemed to be interested in me but I took the time to get to know as much as possible about them before jumping into any other relationship. As I said, I promised to be very careful in order to avoid some suffering and.. I seem to have found something unacceptable with both of them.

Recently, I finally found someone who grabbed my attention the first second I noticed him, the wonderful part is that he seemed to like me back instantly as well. And as another experienceproject user stated it, it was a nice feeling but I couldn't help to feel scared. Turns out that I really had a reason to be scared.. this guy not only thinks that he is smarter than everyone, he also thinks that he is cuter than everyone else. Now, I have to admit that he is very handsome (in fact, he used to be a model) but one thing is to know that you're handsome and keep a humble attitude about it, and another thing is to be an arrogant fool and think that you are better than everyone just because you were blessed with good looks. This guy is honestly obsessed and in love with himself. It's sad but... I seem to attract this type of guys.

I have made my decision though. And it's hard because like I said.. I liked the guy instantly but I refuse to trip over the same stone again... like people usually say: "been there, done that!". I'm gonna have to walk the other way and forget about him. I know it's going to be hard and I'm going to suffer but I'd rather suffer for a few days or months for someone I cannot have and hope for the right person to show up, than suffer years for someone that I have and whom will never change!!

WhatToExpect WhatToExpect
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 6, 2010

I hear you sister, totally on the same wavelength.