Just Me?

I look around and everyone i see looks like they are the most confident girls i have ever met. and then i look at myself and people always tell me how beautiful i am, and how i have no reason to think i'm the ugliest person in the world... But i can't help it. I HATE everything about myself! i don't think there is ever a day that i go without looking in my mirror and hating everything i see. I go days without eating because i think i am fat, when that doesn't work i eat and then throw it all back up. i wear so much makeup that it takes me almost an hour every day to take it off because i think my face is disgusting. I feel like i'm the only one in the world that feels like this.
Myanchor Myanchor
18-21, F
Jul 22, 2010