Longest & Loneliest DayWell here I am on Christmas Day alone for the first time in my life.Got my dogs but as much as I love them they aren't the greatest conversationalists.
My wife walked out in May without rhyme or reason & has never been in contact which adds to the pain because I don't know what I did to cause her to leave if I did anything at all.
I was a good husband, put my wife first in everything , nursed her through several illnesses & suicide attempts so perhaps I was a door mat & just didn't see it.
Well never again will I allow anyone to walk all over me, I have a lot to give & I aim to grab life with both hands & shake the life out of it this coming year.
Yeah I am still hurting emotionally but I cant keep my life on hold in the hope she comes back...
I love Christmas but this year I am giving it a miss apart from making my dogs a treat for dinner lol..
Hope anyone reading this takes something positive from it,old saying but true "Life is what you make of it"
Take care folks & thanks for reading.XXX
oscarrr2 46-50, M 3 Responses 7 Dec 25, 2011