I Feel So Alone

Sometimes I just feel so alone. I don't have anyone to talk to; I have very few friends, and to be honest I don't even think of them as "friends." Some days my loneliness is unbearable so I take pills and sleep. Yeah I know, that's not healthy... But I do it. Other days I just sit and stare at my phone, or get on Twitter or play a video game, listen to music or something. I'm hoping this is just a phase that I'll get out of soon. I'm a senior in high school so I just hope when I go to college, things will get better and I'll meet new people.
muhhrissa muhhrissa
22-25, F
2 Responses Dec 2, 2012

i am sailing on the same boat . sigh.

Well, when I was your age I was in the exact same situation (except for the pills), and I too hoped that it is just a passing phase. But now I'm 22 and my life is almost the same way, even college didn't help that much.
So, my advice to you, don't just hope for it, do something NOW. I'd do everything to go 6-7 years back and fix everything. Those lost years were supposed to be fun and crazy years.
Good news is, unlike me you're a female and it's obviously easier for girls to socialize and find friends and have fun.
Good luck.