Sad And Alone

I really need to chat. I'm sad, hurting and can't stop crying. My life is such a mess!
Mell30 Mell30
31-35, F
2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

What's wrong ? You can PM me anytime.

My heart just hurts. I feel like I have lost everything. After 12years of devoting myself to this man he walks away and doesnt look back unless he needs something. I'm struggling to get through the day both physically and financially and he hasn't helped at all. My kids are being left behind too! I've even been lowering myself to a level I never thought I would and begging him to come home. In my heart I know he is gone. I just wish he would stop telling me different because its just hurting me over and over again. So Im sad, alone and miserable. I can't stop crying and this fake smile is getting harder to keep.

what's wrong?