I lie awake at night with thoughts of suicide and self loathing...
I wonder why I was given life when all I have done so far was barely make it by and breathe.
My body is weak....Just as weak as my heart.
I feel as though It is just I in my own dark corner every now and then helplessly searching for a helping hand.. but sometimes when I feel a hand in the darkness I become scared and pull away quickly.. It's just a mess...
1Lostcause 1Lostcause
18-21, T
Aug 30, 2014