Angry As Hell!!!
I met a guy when I was 20 that I moved in with after only a week of dating. We got married 7 months later. Knew I wasn't in love but we built a life together. Thought we'd always be together. He started doing things that weren't normal for him and I started to question it. Of course he could never give me the answers I needed. He could never hold a steady job for longer than a few months and a year at the most. Never had any money even when he was working. Lost weight, gained weight, just very odd things started happening. We moved from the place I lived for 37 years, to be closer to his job, then he lost the job not a month later. Finally one night after he came home from a night with the boys I asked him to take a drug test and he refused. He left with a few of his things. We were married for 23 years. I am angry as HELL because I couldn't see what was happening right under my nose. He was cheating on me, stealing from his employers, doing a lot of drugs. What do I do now? I'm stuck struggling, to pay off his debts and he lives with his girlfriend, free of course. She has 3 young boys at home. He and I have a 20 year old daughter that he never sees. He only lives 14 miles from her.
Within 6 weeks--I seperated from my husband, lost my mom, moved, and had surgery. It's a year later and I still haven't recovered from all the stress. How do I move on? I want to get revenge, but I'm not a vengeful person. I need him to suffer. Everyone tells me to forgive him, but I can't because I'm so angry.