How In the H*** Am I Suppose to Know?

How am I suppose to figure myself out when my manic vs depression can cycle around my little finger.  I go from the "I understand all" to the "what in the hell now".  I go from positive to negative and back around to lots of energy and then none.  It's tiring.  Opps, there I go again.

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2 Responses Mar 6, 2009

neither of you are weak.

Join the club. That is about the only consolation I can offer - that others suffer the same turmoil. Problem is we are seen as weak - and our partners are no help. I keep my turmoil within - which probably does not help. You end up in some sort of paralysis - the issue really is that I see more of the problem, situation and can see many outcomes but I am not sure if I want to pay the costs...Its that word FEAR - of the impact, future, unknown...maybe I am weak...