Emerging Curiosity And Excitement...

I used to think this would be one of the most disgusting things I could never want to do. But I now find myself getting turned on by the thought of a man's **** in my mouth. Not in the gay sense - I am not gay and never have been. but my historical hererosexuality is finding itself challenged by an emerging desire to be a Sissy.

I was discussing this with an EP friend the other day. I can visualise myself sucking **** in two situations. Either with another crossdresser whilst I am crossdressed or (and this is what really excites me), as a (wannabe) cuckolded sissy I can imagine my wife ordering me or 'forcing' me to suck another man's **** - no doubt her lover's **** until he spurts in my mouth and over my face.

And the thing is, I find this really, REALLY horny. In this situation I would give the best head I could. I would love to have his **** stuffed down my throat and pump his ***** into me.

So that would make me a Real Cockloving Sissy then....
jessicasissymaid jessicasissymaid
41-45, M
5 Responses Aug 14, 2010

I don't think your a true **** loving sissy but rather you get off on the humiliation of being "forced". Am kind of the same I love **** but I prefer a woman to laugh at me when I suck one.

Bobiecakes - thank you for commenting. But I think I get too turned on by women to be gay - and the thought of kissing a man doesn't turn me on at all! Just going down on him, preferably at the command of a domineering woman! I think bi-curious probably sums me up.

Not to be rude but if you get turned on by sucking a **** you might be closer to gay than you think I am a true bisexual and enjoying every minute of it

Not to be rude but if you get turned on by sucking a **** you might be closer to gay than you think I am a true bisexual and enjoying every minute of it

Thank you both for your comments. Cdsubalice - wasn't the point that you were used and humiliated?