The Hours...

I could sleep for hours and hours and hours. It doesn't matter how long I sleep I will always feel tired when I wake up, and feel tired all day long. I'm simply too depressed.
LylaRocks LylaRocks
26-30, F
8 Responses Jan 1, 2008

i am the same feel depressed daily whats the point of us living a crappy life? i dont understand

I understand how you feel I get the same **** i would go out with friends and be worried about something like spacing out trying to act like im having a good time when im not.<br />
Every morning is like hell all that comes to my mind is to sleep cuz thats wat acutally feels good and i dont think about anything. then i would skip school and later regret but in the morning cannot get up. im 16 but im always thinkin about like whats gonna happen to me in 3 years or 4.<br />
not a good feelin only times i feel ok is when i drink alchol or something

That's how I'm starting to feel. I'd rather just not wake up at all.<br />
I'm not taking any meds anymore because the ones I did take ****** with me so bad... I lost some friends because I was so extreme. I hated it. <br />
Think positive. That's what I'm trying to do. You can manipulate your thoughts which in turn manipulates your moods.

Nope I don't take meds. I don't believe in modern medicine.

I don't have any friends.

u just need to raise ur confidance level. you shold get out of the house and do smth really entertaining to put u on a good mood. how about that? at least for a few days it will work...<br />
any friends who can help u and ur moral?

Lots of things contribute. My realization of things, by finding out about things...weddings...ect. Everything happy brings me down it seems; unless it's a day about me. *sighs* I wish everyday was about me. But most days people use verbal attacks by mistake, or I take it personally, and so almost everyday is a miserable day because I feel ******. Most other days the attacks are meant to hurt.

omg i feel almost the same... why are you liike that? did smth happen to you? wanna talk? i am not depressed ( i think... i ve never really been depressed since i have a nice life...) i am scared im just too lazy and i fear that i will miss doing smth good with my life