My Life

I have basicly been depressed for years. My mom and dad got a divores. I was always abused by my step mother, call trash by her hit in the head and my dad would not do anything to help. The only place I had to turn to was my real mom. But 4 years ago I was happy again. I got to move in with my real mother. I thought life for me would get so much better. But I was wrong. A year and a half went by, and my mom was killed. It tore my heart in half. I live with my aunt and grandmother now but thing are no better. My dad does not even bother to call or come see me. I live right across the road from him. Even though I live with my aunt life still sucks. I stay depressed, and angery all the time. I have to do everything around here while my aunt lays in bed all day with her gf. And it is driving me crazy. I think about suicide all the time but then I think, it is not worth it. I want to be with my mom again. My mom was the only one who truly loved me and she was taken away from me... I don't know how much more I can take. I have been holding in all of my anger, frustration, depresstion, etc. Since I was alittle kid, and I am not sure how much longer I can hold it all in. I need help...
Ladybug1312 Ladybug1312
18-21
1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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