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Hey you, you put a smile on my face when you mail me even when I feel as you have described, thats not doing the wrong thing... :)

Everyone makes mistakes in life and the truth is that we are all going to make more. That is a fact that you are just going to have to accept. The really important thing is that we learn from those setbacks and we move forward. This is a good place to take inventory, reflect on what went wrong, and find a way to move on. Any assistance I can offer you is yours for the taking. Just let me know how I can help.

Then this must be your starting place for rebuilding, since you've made friends, made people smile and thrust your inner most self out to be seen and heard by everyone. Consider, if nothing else, that this story is in part a rebirth or you. There may be no better way of healing than to admit you see your limitations and faults, and to try and better yourself from there. Every part of your life will hold some point of contention in some form or another. Am I really making the right choice, how often must i do this before it finally seems right, when will what I say or feel become something others will consider. These aren't question's that you are not capable of answering for yourself throughout your entire life, not matter how much it may feel that way now.

As I related in another story lately:

Everyone follows a path in life and sometimes they will veer off course and from the so called right path and may never be the same again. But there are those that return to that point where the left off, and try to regain their footing and those are the ones we have to have hope for and offer a hand in times of need.

So if this is your first step back, then let me lend an outstretched hand and tell you I see you for who you are, what your trying to do and your not on your journey through life alone!

I am your friend and I admire you for your honesty!