I would never tell my parents because I wouldnt want to hurt them and they'd misunderstand me, but I can't wait to be done with school and start studying for real, get my own place, and move out. I so badly want my own life, my own house, my own friends, and live by my own rules. Love the people that I want to love, without having to care if my father will like it. Just to make this clear, my parents aren't evil and I am happy where I am now. I just want to renew things, start living myself. REALLY start living. It just seems so great and it makes me happy every time I think about it.