My Family Makes Me Feel WorthlessI just really don't know what to do anymore. I'm basically locked up in my room because of this. Every time I am around my family they make me feel like I am worthless. Like I should just go die! They make me want to put a gun to my head and kill myself. It has really gotten that bad. I've never really been close to anyone. I am shy so I don't have many friends at school. I am even shy at home. My dad makes fun of me for being shy. He also makes fun of me because of the kinds of music I listen to and the things I like. Every thing I do is stupid or wrong. Apparently I can't do anything right. My brothers seem to think it's ok to treat me like this because my parents do it all the time. I'm usually in my room the whole day. My parents act nice and tell me to come outside of my room for once. When I do they start yelling at me or make fun of me for something, and they wonder why I don't like to leave my room a lot. I cry a lot. Pretty much every night. They lower my self-esteem. I even start to see myself as worthless. I often cut myself and starve myself from this. I just don't know what to do anymore. I just can't stand this feeling anymore! I'm so frustrated at my family for putting me down and for making me feel like I'm worthless. I'm so tired of crying. It's so frustrating knowing that I'm not old enough to escape this yet.
So if anyone has any advice I could really use it now.