Soul Crushing Loneliness
So lonely right now, I feel like nobody cares about me. What makes me lonelier is when people don't respond to my messages or anything on EP. I'm pathetic, I depend on the internet to take my loneliness away but I'm stupid for thinking. Maybe I should stop this fit of self loathing. I don't like to be alone, the thought of it literally brings tears to my face, I don't know why, I'm just pathetic. I know I have friends but when I feel lonely, I get depressed, who wants to talk to a person who can be depressing? I can but who knows of other people. Sadly I need attention because my parents never really gave me attention. I wouldn't be surprised if I got Munchausen's. I hate being lonely.