It's Unreal Just How Lost I Am...

Growing up I thought I had it all. I had a great family, religious beliefs that worked for me, a beautiful childhood. I was confident, cared-for, self-assured, happy, secure, comfortable and strong. Then in my teens I made choices that I now regret and hate myself for. My life and beliefs changed in the blink of an eye. I was no longer in control and sure of myself and my world. Too many painful events have left me broken and afraid. Now all I feel is trapped, depressed, anxious, lonely, unhappy, doubtful and LOST.

I don't know what to do. I am crazy and I dont know how to get "me" back. I miss being happy and fulfilled in God's love. I want to fall in love and I want my kids to listen to me. I want to have enough money to cover my bills. I want energy to do normal stuff. I want my brain to function at its best. I am suffering and miserable and again, LOST!!!!
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4 Responses Sep 20, 2011

God is there and He cares. Keep those prayers going up. I hope you have a good church family that will pray with you. They don't have to know your fears and worries just that you need prayer. Prayer works. Never lose hope even when things don't turn out the way you want them to. Read your bible, study God's word, I've found in my own life the more I drift from God, the more lost I feel. But He's there all the time just waiting on us to ask Him to help us. I hope you've found some peace since writing this post. Let us know how you are doing. There are people out here who really care.

Thank you!

This is one of the things you wrote that makes me want to help ... if I can. At least I could lend an ear.

Oh you're so sweet. Thanks....

Join the club.

Ugh. I feel the same way. . . .