Really I have no idea. About anything.
Who I am, what on earth I am doing, what I am doing on earth, if i like you, if I like me, if I want to be here, if I want to be anywhere.
Im just floating, daydreaming through it. Like Ive been drowning for so long, fighting it, trying to find home. Until I gave up and let the water fill my lungs and let myself slip out of this.
I really have no idea. The only thing I know for sure is that it hurts. I dont know why, I dont know what you or I can do about it, I dont know anything. Just that it hurts.
And giving up is becoming less of a dream, more of an option.