I Lost Someone Special to Suicide

It has been about a month since my uncle died. He killed himself. Everyday, his death plagues my mind and I do not think that it will ever go away. He left three wonderful children behind, who all loved him dearly. I guess what hurts the most is seeing them hurt. I wanna move on with my life but I can't. Although, it was not just his death that stirred things up, I was already ****** up to begin with. I have thought about suicide many times before but have never had the courage to go through with it. I mean sometimes you just fell that it would be so much easier to die and not worry about anything anymore.
Janis Janis
22-25, F
Apr 11, 2007