Heavy Sigh

I'm lost, alone, traveling in darkness... blinded, deaf, unknown and unseen... muted, silenced, forgotten by many... saddened, frightened, scared... of the past, the present, the future... so bleak, for my children, myself, my world... evil, hatred, horrid people... lurking, waiting, wanting, preying... my heart, my happiness, my soul at risk... my mind, thoughts racing, wondering... lost

mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
36-40, F
8 Responses Jun 7, 2008

I promise everything will be just fine!

thanks darlin'... forgot about this one

So gracefully written...<br />
this is nice work.

*sigh* this to shall pass...

And your not forgotten by me ... I don't feel lost most of the time ... just some times ... I used to. Its a journey out of dakness into the light and its not easy but can be accomplished. I'll be here to listen and help if I can. Try catching your self when bleakness hits you to stop and look for something good in that bleakness (there always is something) then focus on the good, focus on the good ... or switch thoughts to what we know is good ... we are alive, flowers, silence in the middle of chaos, a cool drink of water, a sweet little baby and tender loving mother, a loving couple, there always are good things to find ......

The infinite beauty in the world is in its balance. Right now you are looking from a perspective that only shows loss, loneliness, darkness, silence, forgetfulness, sadness, and fear. <br />
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Soon you will turn around, tilt your head, or wash the dirty windows and you will be found. You will find love, light, music, happiness and safety. It always cycles around again, and we are usually stronger for the challenges.<br />
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No matter how it may SEEM in this moment, you are not forgotten and you are loved. Just open your eyes and your heart and you will know it.<br />
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Peace & Love

Wonder who is shaking your cage? Let me at them, let me at them. Bloody nasty people depressing my friend, I want to cap their a** now. Hang in there MSP, and remember there are people here that loves you.

well, you're not forgotten by me! Things will get better. Hang in there. Hugz xxxx